November 17, 2013
blogging, Depression, Heartbreak, Life, Love, motivational, Pain, Poetry, sadness, Suffering, Tears, vain, Waiting
Yes, I am waiting .
For the truth.
For the true love,
For the believing.
I have waited my whole life.
I will wait no more.
Cummon, Its time.
I can wait no more.
It is too much.
I cannot take this pain.
I have suffered too much.
Don’t let it go in vain!!
November 12, 2013
blogging, Depression, Drakness, Failure, Fear, Fights, Forever, Life, Light, Lonely<, Love, Poetry, Success, writing
Sometimes I think why am I here?
Sometimes I think why am I alone?
Sometimes I think why do I fear?
Sometimes I think can I be on my own??
Sometimes its darkness.
Sometimes its love.
Sometimes its fights.
Sometimes its success .
Sometimes its forever.
Sometimes it has a tenure.
November 8, 2013
Accent, Anxious, Change, culture, Destination, Excitement, happiness, inspirational, Life, motivational, nervous, sadness, Smile, Traveling
People don’t like change. Thats for sure. Nobody likes to change no matter if its for good. Same thing happened to me but with a late realisation resulting in happier situations.
I moved to a new continent. A new country. A new culture, accent, people, etc.. Well, I was on cloud 9 when I came to know finally my dream was coming true and I was moving to the place of my dreams. I excitedly got ready with all the planning. Buying new clothes for the cold weather there , informing everyone in different ways and finding excuses to tell others I am leaving. Typical me!! I got on the plane, again excited and couldn’t sleep throughout the long journey.
But the moment I landed, something happened which I hadn’t expected. I wasn’t happy anymore. My happiness was clouded by nervousness and anxiety. All around me there were new people. they did not understand my accent . I was ALONE. This was so new. It turned out that the person who was supposed to come pick me up was stuck due to some work. So I had to take a taxi alone. I stepped outside. It was all so new. The happiness was deep below now. I was just looking around hoping for something old and familiar. I got a taxi but it took me a good 15 minutes to explain the address. I was scared , what if he took me to another place or got frustrated and left me as I couldn’t explain the address right. In the taxi I was alert and sad. I missed home already.
Soon, I reached my destination. I paid the driver and went inside. Unpacked . And slept(mom always said, sleep it off). Jet lagged. Next morning, somehow the new things seemed wonderful. I was happy again. It was all so new and shiny and bright. Life is full of phases. New brings both sadness and happiness.
New things can be wonderful. Give them a chance.
October 22, 2013
Depression, Faith, God, happiness, Inspiration, Life, motivation, Moving on, sadness, Suicide
“God, why me? Why does this happen to only me??”
“Seriously, one after the other!! Why this day? Why me?”
These are some of the questions asked by someone who has had a really bad day. A rough day. What do other people say who listen to that someone. “It’s ok. It’s just one of those days.”
Well, for YOU it might be just one of those days, but for the person who goes through it, it’s like a week or maybe a month. The misery goes on and on. There is no stopping. You start loathing your life on that particular day. You cry alone. You shout alone. You break things. Still things don’t get better. Some might even think of committing suicides. It has happened to many . What do you do then??
NOTHING. You cannot do anything except go through it, take it all. Don’t expect anyone else to understand because nobody except you CAN possibly understand what you are going through. It happened to me. There was a day every recently when all things which could possibly go wrong went wrong. I cried. I felt as if I was slowly sinking in quicksand and I had no escape. I turned to someone for help. Got none. It was all tears and helplessness. A pit in my stomach which made me nauseous. But somehow, after the tears and the anger and the self loathing, I made it through the day. The next day when I woke up all I thought was , “well, it was just one of those days”
So never give up my friends. Life moves on. You just have to hold on .
October 8, 2013
Break-ups, Change, Child, Evolution, humans, Life, Mother, motivational, Orgainzation, Relationships, Universe
CHANGE!! Something which is bound to happen no matter what. Everything changes in life, doesn’t it?!
We are born , and then we shoot up to be adults living independently.
We can’t stay without our parents in our younger days , and then we can’t wait to get a place of our own.
In childhood, our mother smothering us with her love and affection is amazing, and then it becomes embarrassing as we grow up.
We love someone dearly , give them our time and love. Suddenly one day, they walk out of your life and you are scared to live without them.
A person who has worked in an organization for years is suddenly fired. He will be devastated as the change is too much to take.
I agree that change is inevitable. But the time it takes to accept the change is hard. Change is scary even if it it for a good cause. Nobody likes change, thats true. But isn’t it how this universe works ? How we came into being ?Isn’t this how evolution works? How everything came into being ?
September 26, 2013
blogging, Doctor, happiness, Heart, Life, motivational, Poetry, Smile
She smiled all day,
It was beautiful.
You looked into her eyes,
But you weren’t fooled.
She is the girl with a broken smile,
It ain’t easy to fix her,
It will take a while.
Take your time, be patient.
Be her doctor,
And be her motivation.
There are times when we pretend everything is ok. There are times when we put up such a great act that nobody realises that something is wrong. But inwardly we hope against hope that we find ourselves a doctor who fixes the broken smile. Who makes it real and heart warming instead of fake and frozen.