feeling blue………

“when I am feeling blue,

all I have to do,

is take a look at you.

then I’m not so blue”

-a beautiful song by Phil Collins

 

today, I am siting and doing nothing. my mind is blank.  i don’t know what to write today. it’s like my mind is a blank canvas and i don’t have any colors. i am an artist with the canvas in front of me and all i am doing is staring at it. with nothing. no inspiration. no thought. i have never been so low.

i was listing to this song by Phil Collins. and i realized -I DO NOT HAVE ANYONE !!”all i have to do is take a look at you.” but i have no idea whom to look at. its like i am all alone in this desert. loneliness has hit me hard. so here is a short story on that note.

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her name was Nikki. she was sitting in the park .she had a lost look. she had come back home from work and then simply dropped her bag and stepped out again. looking at people jogging. taking a walk with their pets. couples holding hands and talking. having a great time.

then why was she so low? she was feeling blue. and she knew that she needed someone . but WHO?? she had a great family who loved her, she had great friends who adored her. she was reading her favorite book , Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen. her day started with books and ended with books. her friends were worried.  was something wrong with her? , she thought .

she needed a change. she needed someone who could cheer her up in a moment. just one smile and she would be all happy. “urghhhh, i am so pathetic” , she told herself. just a few minutes later, a guy about her age came and sat on the same bench beside her. she looked at him. he had the same look on his face, the lost one. he too was holding a book in his hand, but she couldn’t make out the name. he had jet black hair, with tresses falling over his eyes and he wore glasses.

he looked up at her and for some reason he smiled. that smile sent a wave of warmth inside her. she smiled back and then they both started a conversation. his name was Harry and they both hit it off in the first few minutes. he was lost , so was she. and she thought she was the only pathetic person .

sometimes you find happiness in the places you least expect. when you least expect. so keep your eyes open.

“all i have to do ,

is take a look at you.

then i am not so blue ”

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but here i am , still feeling blue. but you all, my readers, stay happy. keep smiling. stay blessed.

Laters

 

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